Saturday, August 13, 2011

Tonight

New things, yet uninspired. Everything is changing, and despite how good that feels, that feeling is missing. The feeling of change.

And the last few days, they've been danger. That fresh air... it could make me fall in love, and I'm certainly not ready for that. I could easily fall for the wrong things, and it would take me until the spring to figure out.

I want slow and steady, I want to know I actually care, that this actually matters, is something I want and not something I fell into. I want not to have that ambivalence about it, I want only to feel one way and not the other.

Of course, the things you want are never the things you get.

This could get rocky.